Like instead of lying to yourself. And to her. Just fix it before it gets worse.. Because the last time I checked, you were crying on the phone with me telling me that you messed up and that you still have feelings for me..
I called you that night and told myself, “this is the last time I’m hearing your voice”.
She’s so pissed. At everyone and everything. She’s confused and doesn’t know what to do. She’s questioning wether he even gave a shit about her.. If his feelings was ever true.. It’s sad how one thing can ruin a person’s night. She felt broken and was in tears when she saw something she did not want to see. Her eyes turned red and she felt her warm blood running through her veins. She was really fuuucking pissed. Her heart was hurting. A part of her was dying. It will never be the same. She was extremely broken. Emotionally and physically drained.
People are so “ughh” nowadays. You can’t really give your trust to anyone anymore. Or give it easily. Erghh, that’s it.. Whoever she is(and yes I do know her).. You two are fucked up. K?
Most days I wish I’d never met you ‘cause then I could sleep at night. I didn’t have to walk around with the knowledge that there was someone like you out there. I didn’t have to watch you throw it all away.
She looked so happy during the daytime.. But no one knew she’d cry herself to sleep every night..